A Wish..

If I could have one wish it would to see my great Nan Betty.. I miss her dearly because she was like another Nan to me, Not a great Nan if you understand me lol) I had her living with me on the weekends and I spend all my time with her.. I always gave her my bed when ever she stayed over I would make sure she was always ok and helped her get up and help her with getting up the stairs I was like a young carer I guess.. I don't get to see her anymore because of other family members.. And it hurts me so much because when I was 14+ I would always make time to go see her where she lives now with my Nan . It upsets me because she old she's 94 years old.. I guess I have good memories with her and i guess no one could take them away from me. She always use to tell me off because I kept telling her to say please and thank you after things she wanted done for her. I remember when we would go food shopping and she would always buy me a cake that cost like £1.50. Something like that and when I turned around one day I said no Nan I'm ok, she went into one and was like get it now or I will hit you then start laughing! I love my nanny Betty even my neighbours loved her.. One neighbour use to say "alright Nan  to her.. She's a lovely woman I wish she my Nan  that's what one of my neighbours said that to me and my mum.. Everyone loved her around where I live.

I get scared sometimes and think what happens if she passes away.. I would of never of said my goodbyes to her & never of told her how much I love her and how much my life has changed now I don't see her..

If only you had Internet nanny Betty I wish you could see this...
 I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU SO SO DEARLY .
xxxxxxxxxxxx.